whines
jzebel
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rants
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from the boy who loves the girl
with all his heart
Wednesday, March 08, 2006
i miss i miss i misssss
its frustrating how sumtimes u feel o-so-neglected and ousted when actually u know u r not.
i need more self-confidence.
sumone pay for my counselling n plastic surgery?
haz.
jk..........
n its irritating how the same cycle repeats itself over n over again.
first i get pissed off then i feel guily like hell for being pissed off.
n then i wana do sth nice ta change it all ard.
rahness.
its happy ta know i know alot of secret lil stuff.
makes me wanna giggle ta myself(like an insane ass) n force ta person ta bribe me with a lifetime supply of free strawberry coated choc. yay yay yay.
eekness.
chinese test tmrw.
which reminds me of the feat i did! u know wad i did yest. i slept for 14 hours!!!! 14!!!!
heres how it went.
went for a 'nap' at 4.30 pm woke the
next morn
at 6.15 AM. wow.
wow right!
HAHAHAHAH.
i shld b less proud of such sleepy behaviour.
hols cumin!!!!
yayness!
i need good coffee n a good book.
N to catch up on my studies.
after being freaked out time n again. eva since the a lvl results came out.
i miss art days.
i miss excercising.
i miss being slim.
i miss being hyper-ishly-HAPPY.
i miss being the baby in ur eyes.
i miss not worrying for tests.
i miss danny.
i miss roxy.
i miss mocha.
i miss almond.
i miss curly-wurly.
i miss madness.
i miss shopping WITH money.
i miss having great books asand when i want.
i miss ahmah n miao-ey's nudging for me ta stay awake in lessons.
i miss em fussing over me.
i dun wanna stand up for myself time n again for everything.
i dun wanna keep guessing guessing guessing.
i dun wanna b the stressed easily irritable ass im.
i dun wanna i dun wanna i dun wanna.
whines.
grumbles.
complains.
i juz wanna b taken care of.
yes.
its impractical childish simplistic silly i know.
but can i please juz hav my wish?
argh!
im such a wimp.
haz.
i dun really put ta mind past grievances so ya. dun worry. im fine afetr i rant. n after i rant i feel guilty.
eh. at least i hav a conscience.
haz.
rants.
rahhhh
11:40 PM
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